Saturday, April 10, 2010

It's Amazing!

All the pictures are taken from the area I like to run.
(And since I know you'll be asking what kind of camera I use, ha ha...
its an LG Chocolate 3 Cell Phone)
Click picture to enlarge.
The backside of my neighborhood.

As you can see we still have higher elevation snow.
(The last patch in my yard melted today)

Right past those mountains is my ski hill.

I love this place I live.

Ani getting out ahead of me.

Thinking my God in heaven how far is the car.

Come on girl...the only way to the car is over that hill.

Home stretch...


I am not really sure what's happened in the past few weeks...and even less certain what I can write about, just yet...but what I will scatter here today is that exactly 16 days ago I was swept off my feet by a tornado and I have been deep in the vortex of that crazy twister ever since.

Earlier this morning, I was desperately trying to think what I could do to get out of this windstorm. As you all know... when there is snow...skiing is what I normally do for natural stress relief. Even though my local hill is open this weekend....I've been hesitant to go. I am not even in right fame of mind to ski. And with that comment, I can see all my local friends converging on my house. Don't panic, but don't call and ask how I am either unless you've got some time to kill cause THAT is loaded question.

ANY-way.... I reluctantly remembered when I don't ski, I run (and not run away, or run from things or people) but I run...you know to move quickly...more rapid than a walk and in such a manner that for an instant both feet are off the ground. Don't you like the thought of both your feet being off the ground!! The Hippie actually pushed this thought a couple nights ago after a no so good mommy moment....she said "YOU should take a run...and if not for you for your dog who is bored and getting fat". (Don't! She really was talking about the dog).

SO...tired of feeling tired....I was ready to let the funnel cloud spit me out... I had no choice but to get off my arse and get moving...get my heart beating and blood flowing. I am very thankful I did...because as I well know and just couldn't remember... physical activity does produce a certain result in me that I can't buy over the counter or at the liquor store.

I have not ran in a couple of months unless you count the times I've ran to the phone. I have skied a lot, as much as time and snow has permitted but as far as regular exercise... not.me.not.lately which has not been my problem but part of the reason I am not dealing with what is the problem constructively. I was afraid I might die out there today under a partly sunny...mostly overcast sky. I was seriously worried I'd succumb to a major myocardial infarction or a pulmonary explosion.

But NOT so. I ran...slowly (saving my bored and fat dog from her own near death experience). But I ran and I lived and what's better is I felt alive. When I got in the car, breathless, red faced and looking more than slightly like I needed a paramedic...but most certainly not dead...I felt ONE HUNDRED PERCENT better.

Move over my friend in the habit, Steven Tyler might be my new spiritual advisor....baah ha ha. I just had one of those weird moments... I know you've all had them when you hear a song or read a passage and you think I could have said that... I should have wrote that. I can't make a single promise...but I am hoping that things are looking up.


It's Amazing
With the blink of an eye you finally see the light
It's Amazing
When the moment arrives that you know you'll be alright
It's Amazing
And I'm sayin' a prayer for the desperate hearts tonight




If you must, you can spare yourself a rockin guitar solo that goes on for several minutes at the end.

18 comments:

  1. Ah yes, Amazing...is amazing! There's quite a few Aerosmith songs that can turn my bleak moods around. It's funny how something like that can trigger something that just really does give ya swift kick in the butt!

    btw, love your golden, we've got one too. Great friends they are!

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  2. I'm so very glad you came back feeling so much better. There's nothing like some time on your own in nature to really reflect on life and what you want out of it. :)

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  3. That is absolutely gorgeous out there! So glad you're back!

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  4. Beautiful scenery! It has been absolutely gorgeous here in coastal southern Georgia, where I live...so no excuses for me about getting out and at least getting some walking done!

    Blessings & Aloha!

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  5. Yay for you girlfriend. I have been thinking about you daily! Hoping all is well. We are back and can't wait until Monday when we are back into a full routine again. I will email when I get longer than just a quick moment and we can chat. Thinking of you...and you go girl on running. My boobs give me black eyes when I run, so I don't...lol! I hope that made you laugh! :)

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  6. It's good to "hear" hope in your words. We all need these moments, no?

    :)

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  7. So amazing to "see" you back! Way to go with the run and I wish I lived there too. What a beautiful place!

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  8. Good for you Tina. Keep running, and I'll keep you in my thoughts. xoxo

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  9. It is amazing what things can be so therapeutic and truly help. Good for you for getting out and just letting it go

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  10. I'm ready and waiting for that long phone call any time you are. I have all the time in the world for you.

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  11. You wanna race. Love your husband

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  12. Good Lord no... I can't race you Rob. Last we raced I almost killed you. baah ha ha Love you babe. Keep thinking your faster than me...its ok, I'd let you win.

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  13. I'm glad you're feeling better, Tina. And...run girl run.XO

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  14. Two things
    1. So glad you are back. WE've missed you. You know, blogging is funny because you become friendly (fast) with people so when they are gone for a bit, or you know something is going on...you want to just say to them "what is going on? spill your guts,share,share.... I'm listening" but then you realize that even though you 'know' other bloggers, things are really none of your business until they decide to share. Needless to say I am the person biting my tongue about asking you to spill your guts. But, we are listening...
    AND
    2. Where I live, the only-ONLY reason I would run is if a bear were chasing me and even then, It's possible I wouldn't run anyway depending on the kind of day I was having. Lazy day& bear chasing me= meh. Let 'em.
    If I lived where you do, the scenery is motivation enough in itself. Beautiful!

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  15. It was a beautiful day - so glad you are back on the trail. We are pondering girl coffee again soon - I will let you know ...

    Many hugs - keep up the pace!

    Hugs, Mary

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  16. I am soo glad you got out for that run! That is on my list of things to get done soon especially since Cena is getting a little chubby and bored also. LOL! I am thinking of you daily and sending love and positive light your way.
    Love-Ava's mommy

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  17. Ava's MommyApr 12, 2010 08:00 AM

    I am soo glad you got out for that run! That is on my list of things to get done soon especially since Cena is getting a little chubby and bored also. LOL! I am thinking of you daily and sending love and positive light your way.
    Love-Ava's mommy

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  18. Girl, I'm so proud of you! You are such a SURVIVOR! (hey, there's a song, too!)
    We love you -

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